where our life is heading?!

I still can not believe that i finished with all the exams and it remained only my License.I remember how a few months ago i was looking with fear ahead and i was thinking that i will never see the light at the end of the tunnel but know i can say that i start to see the end of all this.
Slowly and quikly at the same time have passed this year.On one part i'm happy seeing all I have accomplished but looking depper around me i sense a great sadness realizing that destiny seems unfortunately to put us throut a new attempt less or i can say not at all pleasant.Slowly we are approaching to the end of a stage of our lives and of course this can bring some sadness and nostalgia but the circumstances make all this more sad than could be.
We say goodbye with the hope that we will not lose the friends we've gained in these years and life will reward us in some way for our efforts.They say that the friends from college are the onens who will stand on your life and even if our lifes need to take on separate ways and the distance will occur even then we hope our friendships will remain the same.
In this moment I also put myself a lot of questions "In what direction our steps are heading? Where I'll be tomorrow and looking back thinking of all this what fellings will brig?...???

life is a circle...

"Go Toward the Light" is the saddest movie that i ever seen and it's making me more sad when i remember that it was inspired from a real story.

Some memorable quotes:

Claire: It's the hardest thing anyone could ever have to do, to help someone that they love die.

Claire: Most people see life as straight line and the longer the line, the more we think we have lived and the more hold we suppose our lives to be. But I learned from Ben, life is a circle... Ben died on July 4th 1986, a few days after his ninth birthday, a brief one-hundred-and-eight months after he was born. It's the hardest thing anyone could ever have to do, to help someone they love die. But we, as parents, had to help Ben face death; without pain, without fear and, ultimately, without us. Ben's line was short but his circle had no beginning and no end...
Ben Madison: Grandma, would you be mad at me if I died?
Margo: Of course not.
Ben Madison: Do you think Mom and Dad would be mad at me?
Margo: Honey, you didn't do anything wrong. They could never be mad at you.
Ben Madison: But they've had me so long, they'd miss me so much.
Margo: Of course, they would miss you. But they love you very much and they could never, ever be mad at you.
Zack: Grandma, I saw a little ghost in my room.
Margo: Aww, that wasn't a ghost. Come here, come sit with me. You must have had a bad dream.
Zack: Uh-uh, it was Ben. He told me he's not gonna hurt any more. He came to say goodbye and that he loved me.
Ben Madison: I'm gonna die, you know?
Jeff: Hey, don't say that.
Ben Madison: Why?
Jeff: Because you don't know that for sure.
Ben Madison: Yes, I do.
Jeff: Are you scared?
Ben Madison: No.
Jeff: Hey, wait a minute, this IV is all tangled.
Ben Madison: You'd make a good doctor.
Jeff: You think so, huh?
Ben Madison: Yeah, and I've known a lot of doctors... My mom and dad told me that when you die, you don't hurt anymore, and it's not scary because somebody you love- somebody who's already gone- comes to meet you. But you know what I think? I think that if you want to, you become a guardian angel for somebody special, somebody really special. Maybe I'll be a guardian angel for you.
Claire: [watching the terminally-ill Ben hold newborn Danny] I'll never forget how the two of them looked that day, as if time had stopped for one brief second while they criss-crossed each other's paths. Danny, just entering this new experience... Ben, growing toward the next. My heart took a picture.
Claire: [as Ben is dying] The veil is getting very thin. Can you see the light? Go towards the light, Ben. Go towards the light.