another night that seems to last forever and a weekend that promises also to be endless! how my life turn from a beautiful dream into a nightmare I do not know. Endless night without sleeping and days of nightmare and time that seems it have stop.i’m feeling like in a tunnel to whose end not matter how much I try I can not see it.i try to find myself but I fail in this attempt.i’m a totally different person someone that I don’t recognize and the patience something that I fully have now is completely missing
tonight is joining me and a terrible headache and all that I want is to sleep and never wake up but sleep seems impossible and I began to feel increasingly worse. I went to a walk at midnight on the Danube but that didn’t help. A fully silence is on the streets especially at the cliff, despite is Friday so the beginning of the weekend, seems like everyone is hiding from me or I’m the only one in this world .Everything around me seems strange perhaps because of my headache I do not know, yes the headache should be because sometimes I feel like floating and that my legs no longer touch the ground as in Peter Pan. how many crazy thing cross my mind in this moment everything revolves around me and in my mind I resonate so many phrases, words and the memories pass through my eyes in images as a movie is running .
this night it will end ? is the question that comes to my mind from time to time although I know it's a silly question, sure it will end soon dawn shall arise is the law of nature ... and this pain that dosen’t gives up and tears flooded down my face without can stop it is one of the saddest night of my life