luni, 19 aprilie 2010

I LOVE YOU :*

The snow in Montana was three feet high
The lady at the counter said: There ain't no flights
And so he called her on the telephone
He said: I'll rent a car and I'll drive home

And she said: I'll wait for you
Like I did last year
At Christmas time with your family here
And your truck broke down out in San Antone
And the gifts stayed wrapped until you got home
Oh, this ain't nothin' new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you

Now he's on his cell phone in a Coupe Deville
Talkin' to the one he loves and always will
His heart is breakin' 'cause she's there alone
Her heart is achin' 'cause she wants him home
She says: I'll wait for you like in '68
When our child was due, but I said, he'll have to wait
Until his dad gets here and stands by my side
Remember, Dear, our son's first cry
Oh, this ain't nothin' new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you

He didn't stop all day to eat a bite
And he finally got there around midnight
The doctor said, she's in a better place
She said to give this you this note just in case

And it said, I'll wait for you at Heaven's gate
Oh, I don't care how long it takes
And I'll tell Saint Pete I can't come in
Without my love and my best friend
Oh, this ain't nothin' new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you
P.S. I love you, too
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you

I have this song from my love and i know that he don't listen the lyrics and all but me i really love the lyrics of this song
JE T'AIME MON CHERI!!!

sâmbătă, 17 aprilie 2010



another night that seems to last forever and a weekend that promises also to be endless! how my life turn from a beautiful dream into a nightmare I do not know. Endless night without sleeping and days of nightmare and time that seems it have stop.i’m feeling like in a tunnel to whose end not matter how much I try I can not see it.i try to find myself but I fail in this attempt.i’m a totally different person someone that I don’t recognize and the patience something that I fully have now is completely missing
tonight is joining me and a terrible headache and all that I want is to sleep and never wake up but sleep seems impossible and I began to feel increasingly worse. I went to a walk at midnight on the Danube but that didn’t help. A fully silence is on the streets especially at the cliff, despite is Friday so the beginning of the weekend, seems like everyone is hiding from me or I’m the only one in this world .Everything around me seems strange perhaps because of my headache I do not know, yes the headache should be because sometimes I feel like floating and that my legs no longer touch the ground as in Peter Pan. how many crazy thing cross my mind in this moment everything revolves around me and in my mind I resonate so many phrases, words and the memories pass through my eyes in images as a movie is running .
this night it will end ? is the question that comes to my mind from time to time although I know it's a silly question, sure it will end soon dawn shall arise is the law of nature ... and this pain that dosen’t gives up and tears flooded down my face without can stop it is one of the saddest night of my life

sâmbătă, 3 aprilie 2010

Happy Easter!


Believe it or not one more year has gone by.For me the Easter fast period it's the most beautiful period of the year when miracles can happen but for the majority the Easter is just some free days and an opportunity for immorality.i do not know if i should feel sorry for them or to get angry however I think they are worthy of mercy because they don't feel immense joy like is feeling a person who goes to church and try to keep the fast.
Certainly not even us who go to church and even tried to do things in this period as it should not succeed to do all right but despite this the feeling that we have is inestimable.After 7 weeks of fast comes a week when we spend more time in church a week that makes us reflect very much on our lives and the Resurrection evening an evening of miracles and that feeling of peace and immense joy that no words can describe.

Many say that tradition are no longer hold because of the youth people but this week I had the unpleasant pleasure to see that are very older people who do not know what to do in a church and youth who come and have more piety than older ones. Youth people may not be, is true in a large number but there are a few who believe and are afraid of God and this gives hope and the miracle for which I will pray tonight is not for me personally but with each day more and more young people prefer to go to church than in a club,to help someone instead of harming,to pray and be more aware of their actions.Happy Easter to all and may this holiday to bring peace and joy to everyone and make us betters persons

joi, 3 decembrie 2009

un dia gris...a gray day


another night without falling asleep and when at dawn i thought that i succed it the first ray of light wake me up… I am more than tired of going around and around in my bed and my thoughts .. I wish I could be more superficial and don’t care of what happens around me… is funny how my worst enemy is myself ... as in my daily struggle I can not conquer my soul ... I would like to fall asleep and sleep days…months…years.. ... today was a gray day…when I get out of bed I go near the window… it was early yet ... the majority continued to sleep ... I turned around and I a smile appeared on my face ... my sister was still asleep also ... I go back to the window…slowly the streets were filled with people…some of them are running are late perhaps…others moving slowly maybe are tired…but a new day has come…begins another day of our lives with new hopes, with sadness to discover without knowing what this day will bring ... but it's a new day and we still have so much to do ... we must seek strength even if we feel that it’s impossible and get out there in that whirlwind of people that only they know where are going and that maybe in their troubles and concerns will not realize that you are there too and you will do the same passing around other people without notice them people that maybe one day you will find again in your way without realize that yours paths are crossing once more…while I do my things now and then my mind is sliding along to fly away ... sometimes a memory brings a smile ...other times a thought makes me land with my feet very firmly on the ground and makes me wake up to reality ... and slowly begin to be lost in my thoughts but no flight in the past or the future but deep down inside my thought in my philosophies

luni, 9 noiembrie 2009

6 months ^^


Who would have imagined that love would come into my life when i least expected ...measuring steps we walk way...everything we do in what concerns us is reasonable ... but who knows what means to truly love if we grow with each new illusion...make compromises in the name of love, forgive their mistakes and we assume our mistakes for fear of losing them...give up your life if necessary...we have learn so many thing and how many we have to learn...me personaly i found that special person...and every day i increases with this feeling...Today we celebrate 6 months since it started this great story...a dream come true ... it's his love that every day determine me more than ever to fight for my existence and remember me that I still have many battles to win...for his love old wounds are healing and i'm learning to be happy...his love is the reason for being here...How nice it is, to find you at last
after so much time alone...how is it that everything looks better when I'm with you??? how is it that nothing is the same????it can't be love, what I feel for you is much more than I ever imagined in an instant I lost my heart without realizing it, I gave you all of it and in my chest I feel a new life where before my heart only slept...you stole my heart with your love, with your heart and your soul I don't want to lose you ever, ever...you stole my heart what can I do?I feel caught by you and I don't want to escape from your life...in an instant you've changed everything what I was waiting for, finally arrived what I couldn't find in anyone else without expecting it...LOVE YOU!!!FOREVER

duminică, 25 octombrie 2009

"When A Woman Loves A Man"



"When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
The only moment in a life
That happens the same time
Is when a woman loves a man

She'll be a mother and a child
Sacrifice her days and nights
And no other will exsist
She'll put her life in every kiss
When a woman loves a man


And you'll be amazed at when you're stumbling
She'll fight for you
And won't let you give in
She'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man


A soothing breeze always blows
Somebody understands another soul
It's like the planets have aligned
Every sentence has a rhyme
When a woman loves a man

Oh, you'll be amazed how when
You're needing it
She'll fight for you
From the begining to the end
And she'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man


It's the greatest gift of all
Knowing that unconditionally
She'll catch you when you fall

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooohh, yeah
When a woman loves a man

When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
She'll be a mother and a child
But all at the same time
When a woman loves a man

She'll be your air,
She'll bring you life
She'll make me sacrifice
When a woman loves a man"

Westlife


...a really nice song...describes wery well our action when we love...for me to make some concessions and give everything for someone i love dosen't make this a sacrifice...when you love everything makes sense and there is no imposible...to love means to put that person in first place even before you ... if she is happy no matter anything else ...

luni, 19 octombrie 2009

one month apart one from each other


only one months ... time spent next to him went so fast despite the fact that we have so many memories that sometimes I think that was a long long time,when I'm around him very quickly time passes and as spending more time next to him instead to get bored I want to spend even more time with him ...but i'm aware thet i need to let him breathe for him to don't get bored of me..but at the same time I am afraid and that know we are apart from each other he will forget about me...people say that:eyes not seen are forgetten... I hope not so in our case ... I think therefore can not imagine what I feel for him and how I miss him when is not with me ...it scare me this great need to have him close almoust every moment and that I love him more every day ... at first I think I have stressed him to much: D. .. now even if I try very hard not to write and not to stay so much on internet I believe and hope that I give him enough freedom ... girls say I should tell everything i'm feeling...I wanted and I originally but maybe it's better not to know ...anyway can not do anything in this regard ... and how to tell him that I dreamed with him every night (although sometimes I wish to not dream with him 'cause after I miss him more), that I wake up in the middle of the night feeling like I can not breathe as making that is far and I will not see him again soon, that I sleep and wake up thinking about him and that every time I have him in my heart and in my thoughts that is my life and that if one day he will stop love me and he would leave me I don't know what would become of me ... I hope he forgot to read;)) or has lost the link ... but If you read ...