one month apart one from each other

only one months ... time spent next to him went so fast despite the fact that we have so many memories that sometimes I think that was a long long time,when I'm around him very quickly time passes and as spending more time next to him instead to get bored I want to spend even more time with him ...but i'm aware thet i need to let him breathe for him to don't get bored of me..but at the same time I am afraid and that know we are apart from each other he will forget about me...people say that:eyes not seen are forgetten... I hope not so in our case ... I think therefore can not imagine what I feel for him and how I miss him when is not with me ...it scare me this great need to have him close almoust every moment and that I love him more every day ... at first I think I have stressed him to much: D. .. now even if I try very hard not to write and not to stay so much on internet I believe and hope that I give him enough freedom ... girls say I should tell everything i'm feeling...I wanted and I originally but maybe it's better not to know ...anyway can not do anything in this regard ... and how to tell him that I dreamed with him every night (although sometimes I wish to not dream with him 'cause after I miss him more), that I wake up in the middle of the night feeling like I can not breathe as making that is far and I will not see him again soon, that I sleep and wake up thinking about him and that every time I have him in my heart and in my thoughts that is my life and that if one day he will stop love me and he would leave me I don't know what would become of me ... I hope he forgot to read;)) or has lost the link ... but If you read ...