What is supposed to happened will happened…

7.05.09
“…No hope, no love, no glory,/No Happy Ending./This is the way that we love,/Like it's forever./Then live the rest of our life,/But not together…”
Why I sad yes that day???…I wanted to say no but in the end the answer was yes…why???... I don’t have an answer…maybe it was supposed to happened…maybe my destine is to care for persons that don’t care for me …If last time I could have a chance this time I can even think about it …but I will be ok …I just hope that he will never know about this…I won’t see him anymore and this will end before to start…it’s better this way

What Goes Around Comes Around

24.04.09
“…That was just a moment in time/And one we'll never forget/One we can leave behind/'Cause when there was doubt/You'll remember I said/I didn't come here believing I would ever be away from you/I didn't come here to find out/There's a weakness in my faith/I was brought here by the power of love/I was brought here by the power of love…”
All our acts are motivated by love(love for your parents ,sister, friends, lover…doesn’t matter what kind of love because after all is love)…sometimes I wonder why we should have feelings…and more then this why we can not decide I love this person and not this person…we just feel love and there is no sense to ask why…love doesn’t knock at your heart’s door just enter without your permission and we can’t do anything about it…if you are lucky you will enjoy this love and if you aren’t lucky you must accept the fact that you should fight to leave this love behind…maybe it will take a time but in the end you will succeed you can lose a battle but not the war …I lose a lot of battles but I guess I just win the war…
Some months ago when I was preying that somebody came and save me from this war there was nobody and now that I’ve win and I don’t need anybody there are a lot of them who enter in my life and it seems that they want to stay in it but I don’t ;)) …i know how is to be reject but with all the pain in my heart I must say no…and makes me angry to see that are person who can’t take a no for an answer…funny how what goes around comes around…