"I love you and that's why I will take care of you."

Maybe reading these lines you will have the impression that you discover everything is in my soul but to be really like that?? yes it's true that here are some thoughts down on paper but I think it will still remained always something unsaid, unwritten just thought .Maybe you think that you'll understand all if you read between the lines, you may suspect it but you can not be sure never .Always I've tried to see behind words, because even if we expose our thoughts there will always exist thoughts that because of fear or other reason we have decide to keep them for us, maybe after a while not even us will remember them but they exist (which will remain only as a thoughts ).
I always considered that communication is extremely important and I'm susceptible most times .I believe it's more important what they are saying by deeds ,gestures than by words ;sometimes is easier to say what the one next to you wants to hear ;but in all cases those words come from deep down ? so it is good if that words are accompanied by actions …
Saddens me when I see people around me who think that if a person does not care taking care of herself they can do it instead. How wrong can they be and how we deceive ourselves considering that this is possible. If we don't take care of us nobody will even if there are people who think they can do it.
Ask yourself are you always 100% honest with those around you? Do you have not tried to hide something never knowing that those around you will not understand or will not agree with you about that? I'm sure you all do this sometimes.
"I love you and that's why I will take care of you." Really? How this will be possible if are hidden from you things .Sometimes we consider ourselves intelligent and most essential things escape from our sight .Do you really think it is possible to take care of a person over its desire to take care of her .you better contribute to a cause in giving a reason for her to take care of herself .and still an essential thing if you really love a person make her happy by giving to her the little things that she needs to be happy in her simplicity and its way of being not by trying to give the moon from the sky and by trying to change her and to make her love the same things as you. This it is not love is selfishness and this way you can lose it.
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Life...

so we struggle to achieve many things like we will live forever.Sometimes I think we just forget that we all leave this earth sooner or later and that's why we need this situations around us to wake up us to the reality and realize that today you are but tomorrow we may not be and we must be careful in the decisions that we take to don't regret anythig at that moment and then to be too late.Unfortunately those who leave too soon are still people we need and those who are very important to us, but life is strange and even if sometimes in those moments of anger and dispair we start to realize in time that it was for our good and those situations unfortunately are necessary to shake us a little because maybe we had taken a wrong road.My life was full of situations that I considered a cross too heavy but I had concluded that if these things will had not happened i will not get where I am today. Although in this last month of my life there have been plenty of news that saddens me and make me think more deeply about life in the same time I had and the fruits of my work of last year and now I should enjoy the result though some are a little shady because of some not too pleasing news like hearing that for some loved people the journey ends here but us the ones who are remaining we must continue with our own journey.

Luis Fonsi-Seria Facil

Si solamente con llorar se remediaran los problemas
Seria fácil
Si en cada lagrima se fuera la nostalgia y la tristeza
Seria fácil
Si con dormir cambiara todo en una noche
Si al despertar ya no existieran todos los reproches
Seria fácil vivir
Oooh, seria fácil

Si no doliera el desamor y del amigo la traición
Seria fácil
Si se pudiera detener el tiempo y nunca envejecer
Seria fácil

Pero no es fácil ya lo ves
Somos humanos
Sentimos todo y no podemos evitarlo
Hemos nacido por y casi siempre por amor es que lloramos
No es nada fácil si se tienen sentimientos
Porque la vida no es como un libro de cuentos
Y el que no siente su dolor es solo por una razón
Porque esta muerto

Hemos nacido por y casi siempre por amor es que lloramos
No es nada fácil si se tienen sentimientos
Porque la vida no es como un libro de cuentos
Y el que no siente su dolor es solo por una razón
Porque esta muerto