one year that has passed in vain...

and i'm back :)

After almost one year I’m back ;) rewriting in my blog .A lot of things happened in all this time but i will not start by doing a resume of all the things that happened in the last time we will do this slowly if comes to the subject even if some things have a lot of importance for my future.
I change a lot and I guess I will continue to change...life change us and my life in the last time bring a lot of changes ; it’s been more than 2 years now since my life begin to change and I don’t know when it will stop or if one day I will can find again the calm inside me. I’m tired of being stressed all the time because I don’t finish with one stressful thing that another one comes along .
it was a full year with sadness with happiness(even if sometimes I believe that are more sad moments than happy moment and that the price for the happy moments it’s not worthy ) . I must admit that it was nothing at all how I imagined. I was disappointed in a lot of aspects but life is like that we never receive what we want we need to conformed our self’s with what we have to can be really happy it’s something that I still must work on it ‘cause I can’t turn away at the first barrier that comes along not after all the importance of the decision that I took coming here and because my hearts insists …my ungrateful heart doesn’t let me to let go not yet .I hope that all this will worth the try and one day I will can be proud of me of what I accomplish and what I have to don’t have the impression that all the decision that I took were bad and my life was in vain.