duminică, 25 octombrie 2009
"When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
The only moment in a life
That happens the same time
Is when a woman loves a man
She'll be a mother and a child
Sacrifice her days and nights
And no other will exsist
She'll put her life in every kiss
When a woman loves a man
And you'll be amazed at when you're stumbling
She'll fight for you
And won't let you give in
She'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man
A soothing breeze always blows
Somebody understands another soul
It's like the planets have aligned
Every sentence has a rhyme
When a woman loves a man
Oh, you'll be amazed how when
You're needing it
She'll fight for you
From the begining to the end
And she'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man
It's the greatest gift of all
Knowing that unconditionally
She'll catch you when you fall
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooohh, yeah
When a woman loves a man
When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
She'll be a mother and a child
But all at the same time
When a woman loves a man
She'll be your air,
She'll bring you life
She'll make me sacrifice
When a woman loves a man"
Westlife
...a really nice song...describes wery well our action when we love...for me to make some concessions and give everything for someone i love dosen't make this a sacrifice...when you love everything makes sense and there is no imposible...to love means to put that person in first place even before you ... if she is happy no matter anything else ...
luni, 19 octombrie 2009
only one months ... time spent next to him went so fast despite the fact that we have so many memories that sometimes I think that was a long long time,when I'm around him very quickly time passes and as spending more time next to him instead to get bored I want to spend even more time with him ...but i'm aware thet i need to let him breathe for him to don't get bored of me..but at the same time I am afraid and that know we are apart from each other he will forget about me...people say that:eyes not seen are forgetten... I hope not so in our case ... I think therefore can not imagine what I feel for him and how I miss him when is not with me ...it scare me this great need to have him close almoust every moment and that I love him more every day ... at first I think I have stressed him to much: D. .. now even if I try very hard not to write and not to stay so much on internet I believe and hope that I give him enough freedom ... girls say I should tell everything i'm feeling...I wanted and I originally but maybe it's better not to know ...anyway can not do anything in this regard ... and how to tell him that I dreamed with him every night (although sometimes I wish to not dream with him 'cause after I miss him more), that I wake up in the middle of the night feeling like I can not breathe as making that is far and I will not see him again soon, that I sleep and wake up thinking about him and that every time I have him in my heart and in my thoughts that is my life and that if one day he will stop love me and he would leave me I don't know what would become of me ... I hope he forgot to read;)) or has lost the link ... but If you read ...
miercuri, 14 octombrie 2009
...another year has passed in my life ... I want to thank all my friends for being with me this day,my family,my boyfriend family and not least the most important beings in my life ...my boyfriend for the wonderful gift that he made to me... just a few moments ago I found that my gift that came by mail has arrive...I do not know yet what it is but it does not matter ... the most beautiful gift that I could receive I've already received ... I have not ever thought that you can miss someone so much as i feel now the lack of my soul mate..today more than ever I would have liked to have him close embraced him and kiss him ... despite missing him so much and the sensation of a huge emptyness that I will fill only when I will ahve hin close, I am happy ... I didn't thought that this day will bring something special ... never been too special but this year his existence in my life is the best gift ..if i have him in my life and his love i'm not asking anything more for me this is enough ...is my life and always will be ... I have no doubt about ...i love you above all things of this world...je t'aime beaucoup mon cheri!!!
luni, 5 octombrie 2009
...last summer vacation of my student life has ended today.... with new strength and hope that this year we will finish triumphantly, confident we head toward the unknown ...in this year we will try to give all the best from us ... we will make sacrifices thinking that we will be rewarded in the future...
vineri, 2 octombrie 2009
22.09.09
....a closing door leting behind a lot of memories of what we live there...just walls will keep in secret the secret of our hearts ... but the memories i take them with me 'cause are a part of me and the immens love that i have for u...ends here only a stage in ourlives now proceed to another stage with the hope that it will be at least as beautiful as that just ends if not more beautiful ...love u forever!!!:X:*...
....a closing door leting behind a lot of memories of what we live there...just walls will keep in secret the secret of our hearts ... but the memories i take them with me 'cause are a part of me and the immens love that i have for u...ends here only a stage in ourlives now proceed to another stage with the hope that it will be at least as beautiful as that just ends if not more beautiful ...love u forever!!!:X:*...
21.09.09
...back home...and praing that time will pass fast 'till i will see my love again....
home but everything seems so weird ... I can not find my place everything seems so different ...the city is no longer the same ...seems familiary and foreign at the same time ...have only been 2 days but i miss him verry much...and is just the beginning...I do not know what was in his mind when he see me leaving...i don't even turn to see him one more time,i wish i will.but i was afraid that if i do something like that i will not have the power to get on the plane...I wonder what would have done if I have got off the plane and I would have said that I could not go ...if he will just know how hard it was for me to stay there and what emptiness i feel since he is far away...
14.09.09
...strange feeling...happy but at the same time sad...
i'm happy and sad at the same time ... sounds weird no???...i'm happy because next to him seems like nothing matters, he gives me power and i feel that everything is possible ... but I have and an inner sadness when I remember that soon we will be far apart ...I always wanted the time to go slow butthinking about the time i will be away from my half I want time to pass so fast like our thought ...
9.09.2009
4 months today.i'm in France for more then two weeks and i have less then other 2 to go back home far away for the one how give me strength to carry one.i like to have him close in every single moment and i don't want to think at that day when i will must get in that plane how will take me far away who knows for how long one from each other...but i must enjoy the time that we have left...cause he is still beside me verry close actually 0,5m looking at something in his computer...he can just turn around and look at what i write...but he will not do that ;):)
22.08.09
...5...4...3...2...1...
...just finish my luggage..ready to start towards a new destination of this journey called life ... emotions, hopes and prayers that everything goes well ... but let's not forget the most important thing ... the one for who i decided to choose this destination ...to be close to him one more month ... I love you JC!!!!!...:*:*:*:X:X:X
11.08.09
..countdown ...
decision is taken ...accompanying him on this journey ... he is headed back home I go to an unknown destination...but i have all my trust in him... he is everything to me and if I will be with nothing matters ... the only thing I need to smile ... and I think that is enough
13.07.09
...If I had to live without you, what kind of life would that be?...I need you in my arms, need you to hold,...You're my world, my heart, my soul,...and tell me now how do I live without you?...I want to know, how do I breathe without you?...:-<
...i must take the most important decision from my whole life ...let you go or to go with you ???... but if I let you go alone you will return ???... if not what should I do???...just as I think that will be far away one from each other i feel that i can breath anymore...
12.07.09
...love is like the wind...you can't see it but you can feel it...
"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels,
but have not love,
I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.
And if I have prophetic powers,
and understand all mysteries and all knowledge,
and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains,
but have not love,
I am nothing.
If I give away all I have,
and if I deliver my body to be burned,
but have not love,
I gain nothing.
Love is patient and kind;
love is not jealous or boastful;
it is not arrogant or rude.
Love does not insist on its own way;
it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right.
Love bears all things,
believes all things,
hopes all things,
endures all things.
Love never ends;
as for prophecies, they will pass away;
as for tongues, they will cease;
as for knowledge, it will pass away.
For our knowledge is imperfect and our prophecy is imperfect;
but when the perfect comes, the imperfect will pass away.
When I was a child,
I spoke like a child,
I thought like a child,
I reasoned like a child;
when I became a man,
I gave up childish ways.
For now we see in a mirror dimly,
but then face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall understand fully,
even as I have been fully understood.
So faith,
hope,
love
abide, these three;
but the greatest of these
is love.
Chapter Thirteen of St. Paul's First Letter to the Corinthians"
.. when you say you love wait a minute to think ... if you feel what is described above,your love is true love...the love can't be seen but our actions can show that it exists...
2.07.09
I learned ...
"I learned you can not make someone
love you;
All you can do is to be love.
The rest ... depends on others.
I learned that no matter how much I care ,
Others there can not care.
i learned that it takes years to build confidence
And that in only a few seconds you could lose.
I learned that no matter what you have in life
But who you have.
I learned that your charm can help you
about 15 minutes;
After that, however, you'd better know something.
I learned that you must not compare with what can make others better,
But with what you can do;
I learned that no matter what's happening to other
people
But matter what can I do to help them
I learned that no matter how you cut it,
Everything has two sides;
I learned that you must break up with your loved ones
with warm words;
It could be the last time you see them;
I learned that you can continue another time
After you said you can not continue anymore;
I have learned that heroes are those who are doing what must be done,when must be done,
without thiking of consequences;
I learned that there are people who love you,
But dosen't know to show it;
I learned that when we are angry
i have the right to be angry,
But I don't have the right to be mean;
I have learned that true friendship continues to exist even if you are far away from each other
And that goes for true love too.
I learned that if someone does not love you like you
would like ,
dosen't mean that he don't loves you with all his heart.
I learned that, no matter how good is a
friend,
However he will hurt from time to time,
And you must forgive him for it.
I learned that it is not always enough to be
forgiven by others;
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself
I learned that, regardless of how much you are suffering,
The world will not stop for your pain.
I learned the past and circumstances
may influence
personality,
But that YOU are responsible for what you become;
I learned that if two people arguing, not
Means that dosen't love each other
And if we do not argue that it does not prove that
we love.
I learned that sometimes you have to put the person on
first place
And his actions;
I learned that two people can look the same thing
And see something totally different;
I learned that, regardless of consequences,
Those who are honest with themselves get more
far in life;
I learned that your life can be changed in a
few hours
By people who did not know you.
I learned that when you think you got nothing to give,
When a friend is calling you , you will find the power in you to
help.
I learned that writing, like speech,
It can calm the soul pain;
I learned that people that you love the most are taken too soon ...
I learned that it is too hard to tell
Where to draw the line between being friendly, not hurt
people and support your views.
I learned to love
for me to can be loved. "
...back home...and praing that time will pass fast 'till i will see my love again....
home but everything seems so weird ... I can not find my place everything seems so different ...the city is no longer the same ...seems familiary and foreign at the same time ...have only been 2 days but i miss him verry much...and is just the beginning...I do not know what was in his mind when he see me leaving...i don't even turn to see him one more time,i wish i will.but i was afraid that if i do something like that i will not have the power to get on the plane...I wonder what would have done if I have got off the plane and I would have said that I could not go ...if he will just know how hard it was for me to stay there and what emptiness i feel since he is far away...
14.09.09
...strange feeling...happy but at the same time sad...
i'm happy and sad at the same time ... sounds weird no???...i'm happy because next to him seems like nothing matters, he gives me power and i feel that everything is possible ... but I have and an inner sadness when I remember that soon we will be far apart ...I always wanted the time to go slow butthinking about the time i will be away from my half I want time to pass so fast like our thought ...
9.09.2009
4 months today.i'm in France for more then two weeks and i have less then other 2 to go back home far away for the one how give me strength to carry one.i like to have him close in every single moment and i don't want to think at that day when i will must get in that plane how will take me far away who knows for how long one from each other...but i must enjoy the time that we have left...cause he is still beside me verry close actually 0,5m looking at something in his computer...he can just turn around and look at what i write...but he will not do that ;):)
22.08.09
...5...4...3...2...1...
...just finish my luggage..ready to start towards a new destination of this journey called life ... emotions, hopes and prayers that everything goes well ... but let's not forget the most important thing ... the one for who i decided to choose this destination ...to be close to him one more month ... I love you JC!!!!!...:*:*:*:X:X:X
11.08.09
..countdown ...
decision is taken ...accompanying him on this journey ... he is headed back home I go to an unknown destination...but i have all my trust in him... he is everything to me and if I will be with nothing matters ... the only thing I need to smile ... and I think that is enough
13.07.09
...If I had to live without you, what kind of life would that be?...I need you in my arms, need you to hold,...You're my world, my heart, my soul,...and tell me now how do I live without you?...I want to know, how do I breathe without you?...:-<
...i must take the most important decision from my whole life ...let you go or to go with you ???... but if I let you go alone you will return ???... if not what should I do???...just as I think that will be far away one from each other i feel that i can breath anymore...
12.07.09
...love is like the wind...you can't see it but you can feel it...
"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels,
but have not love,
I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.
And if I have prophetic powers,
and understand all mysteries and all knowledge,
and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains,
but have not love,
I am nothing.
If I give away all I have,
and if I deliver my body to be burned,
but have not love,
I gain nothing.
Love is patient and kind;
love is not jealous or boastful;
it is not arrogant or rude.
Love does not insist on its own way;
it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right.
Love bears all things,
believes all things,
hopes all things,
endures all things.
Love never ends;
as for prophecies, they will pass away;
as for tongues, they will cease;
as for knowledge, it will pass away.
For our knowledge is imperfect and our prophecy is imperfect;
but when the perfect comes, the imperfect will pass away.
When I was a child,
I spoke like a child,
I thought like a child,
I reasoned like a child;
when I became a man,
I gave up childish ways.
For now we see in a mirror dimly,
but then face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall understand fully,
even as I have been fully understood.
So faith,
hope,
love
abide, these three;
but the greatest of these
is love.
Chapter Thirteen of St. Paul's First Letter to the Corinthians"
.. when you say you love wait a minute to think ... if you feel what is described above,your love is true love...the love can't be seen but our actions can show that it exists...
2.07.09
I learned ...
"I learned you can not make someone
love you;
All you can do is to be love.
The rest ... depends on others.
I learned that no matter how much I care ,
Others there can not care.
i learned that it takes years to build confidence
And that in only a few seconds you could lose.
I learned that no matter what you have in life
But who you have.
I learned that your charm can help you
about 15 minutes;
After that, however, you'd better know something.
I learned that you must not compare with what can make others better,
But with what you can do;
I learned that no matter what's happening to other
people
But matter what can I do to help them
I learned that no matter how you cut it,
Everything has two sides;
I learned that you must break up with your loved ones
with warm words;
It could be the last time you see them;
I learned that you can continue another time
After you said you can not continue anymore;
I have learned that heroes are those who are doing what must be done,when must be done,
without thiking of consequences;
I learned that there are people who love you,
But dosen't know to show it;
I learned that when we are angry
i have the right to be angry,
But I don't have the right to be mean;
I have learned that true friendship continues to exist even if you are far away from each other
And that goes for true love too.
I learned that if someone does not love you like you
would like ,
dosen't mean that he don't loves you with all his heart.
I learned that, no matter how good is a
friend,
However he will hurt from time to time,
And you must forgive him for it.
I learned that it is not always enough to be
forgiven by others;
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself
I learned that, regardless of how much you are suffering,
The world will not stop for your pain.
I learned the past and circumstances
may influence
personality,
But that YOU are responsible for what you become;
I learned that if two people arguing, not
Means that dosen't love each other
And if we do not argue that it does not prove that
we love.
I learned that sometimes you have to put the person on
first place
And his actions;
I learned that two people can look the same thing
And see something totally different;
I learned that, regardless of consequences,
Those who are honest with themselves get more
far in life;
I learned that your life can be changed in a
few hours
By people who did not know you.
I learned that when you think you got nothing to give,
When a friend is calling you , you will find the power in you to
help.
I learned that writing, like speech,
It can calm the soul pain;
I learned that people that you love the most are taken too soon ...
I learned that it is too hard to tell
Where to draw the line between being friendly, not hurt
people and support your views.
I learned to love
for me to can be loved. "
23.06.09
..."when the rain falls it's like heaven's crying...there is no difference between the teardrops and the rain"...
...2 months since we met but today it's raining outside and my eyes are full of tears i don't know why but i have a sadness inside me...i didn't see u today and i miss you so much this hours seems like an etrnity...i wonder what i will do when i will not see u for a long time...when you will be in France how my life it's supposed to be because in this moment just thinking of that i feel i can't brethe...tomorrow is your birthday i what to do something spelcial for you...to remember forever this day...
15.06.09
..."if one day you wake up and find that you are missing me and your heart start to wonder were in this earth i can be thinking maybe you will come back here to the place that we'd meet and you'll see me waiting for you in the corner of the street"...
... soon you will go live me behind...i don't know if you will came back again one day or if you just for a second turn around and look back to see what is left behind...but i will remain here waithing for you hopping that one day if you will remember me will came back to this place were we met...to this palaces witness of this great love that we live together...
12.06.09
...Viviras, siempre en mi desde la tarde cuando te encontre cada minuto, mientras exista por siempre te amare dondequiera que vaya tu recuerdo va conmigo...
..."You will leave forever in me from the afternoon that i find you every minute that i will exist forever i will love you doesn’t matter were i'll go your memory is comming with me"...
...every day we wake up to start a new journey to something unknown ... although we think we know where we are going is not true you never know what may turn your life ... every moment is crucial...a word, a gesture can change your life into something that you have not thought about ...change in my life took place by a simple look and an affirmative answer when in fact I mean not ...so you came into my life and who would have thought my life would take a right turn ...no matter what the future holds for us you will always be with me ...everything can be taken but not memories and feelings...this are for a life time....
11.06.09(I love you to much this is my problem )
"..."
...I never wanted to be anybody problem and now I'm the problem of the most important person for me...i here you saying this words over and over again...i don't know what i supposed to do...until now i didn't find someone to love who loves me and now that i find you this love for you is a problem...how can i make this love vanish...how can i help you to solve this problem...maybe i must stay far from you...but i don't have the straight to do this...and you don't help me too...if I'm a problem why you don't let me go???...
..."when the rain falls it's like heaven's crying...there is no difference between the teardrops and the rain"...
...2 months since we met but today it's raining outside and my eyes are full of tears i don't know why but i have a sadness inside me...i didn't see u today and i miss you so much this hours seems like an etrnity...i wonder what i will do when i will not see u for a long time...when you will be in France how my life it's supposed to be because in this moment just thinking of that i feel i can't brethe...tomorrow is your birthday i what to do something spelcial for you...to remember forever this day...
15.06.09
..."if one day you wake up and find that you are missing me and your heart start to wonder were in this earth i can be thinking maybe you will come back here to the place that we'd meet and you'll see me waiting for you in the corner of the street"...
... soon you will go live me behind...i don't know if you will came back again one day or if you just for a second turn around and look back to see what is left behind...but i will remain here waithing for you hopping that one day if you will remember me will came back to this place were we met...to this palaces witness of this great love that we live together...
12.06.09
...Viviras, siempre en mi desde la tarde cuando te encontre cada minuto, mientras exista por siempre te amare dondequiera que vaya tu recuerdo va conmigo...
..."You will leave forever in me from the afternoon that i find you every minute that i will exist forever i will love you doesn’t matter were i'll go your memory is comming with me"...
...every day we wake up to start a new journey to something unknown ... although we think we know where we are going is not true you never know what may turn your life ... every moment is crucial...a word, a gesture can change your life into something that you have not thought about ...change in my life took place by a simple look and an affirmative answer when in fact I mean not ...so you came into my life and who would have thought my life would take a right turn ...no matter what the future holds for us you will always be with me ...everything can be taken but not memories and feelings...this are for a life time....
11.06.09(I love you to much this is my problem )
"..."
...I never wanted to be anybody problem and now I'm the problem of the most important person for me...i here you saying this words over and over again...i don't know what i supposed to do...until now i didn't find someone to love who loves me and now that i find you this love for you is a problem...how can i make this love vanish...how can i help you to solve this problem...maybe i must stay far from you...but i don't have the straight to do this...and you don't help me too...if I'm a problem why you don't let me go???...
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