Anniversary of first meeting

a year since our roads have crossed for the first time. I would lie if I say that this year had past quickley because the last months spent away from each other seem to last forever and the time that need to pass until i will see you again it seems to me like an eternitate.un year but more than half of that time thousands of kilometers apart.apart but still together as you told me one night and that was recently.despite all this period is not one of the most beautiful just the hope that someday we will be together gives me strength to continue.
You don't read and i like that and even if you will read in a few months will no longer have any sense will be too late: D so I can afford to write my thoughts without fear.you ask me a few days ago why always seem that i'm tired and sad.The answer to these questions is very obvious at least like that it seems to me because i know myself but for the others may not realize quite so easily my reasons even if there are plenty of reasons for my sadness...
in this moment i speak with you.you don't even realize how much means this to me to know you here even if you are so busy that everytime you find and other things to do when you spaek with me.i wonder when we will be together it will be the same?you will be to busy to give me a bit from your time it will exist days when you will be to busy or to tired for realize that i'm there?but at least I'll be there on the edge waiting to act if needed.'ll always be there for you even if I have to act in the shade. for me it does not matter anyway you have given me more attention than I expected and if one day I will remain a shadow in your life then I will be grateful for what I received until that time.

I LOVE YOU :*

The snow in Montana was three feet high
The lady at the counter said: There ain't no flights
And so he called her on the telephone
He said: I'll rent a car and I'll drive home

And she said: I'll wait for you
Like I did last year
At Christmas time with your family here
And your truck broke down out in San Antone
And the gifts stayed wrapped until you got home
Oh, this ain't nothin' new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you

Now he's on his cell phone in a Coupe Deville
Talkin' to the one he loves and always will
His heart is breakin' 'cause she's there alone
Her heart is achin' 'cause she wants him home
She says: I'll wait for you like in '68
When our child was due, but I said, he'll have to wait
Until his dad gets here and stands by my side
Remember, Dear, our son's first cry
Oh, this ain't nothin' new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you

He didn't stop all day to eat a bite
And he finally got there around midnight
The doctor said, she's in a better place
She said to give this you this note just in case

And it said, I'll wait for you at Heaven's gate
Oh, I don't care how long it takes
And I'll tell Saint Pete I can't come in
Without my love and my best friend
Oh, this ain't nothin' new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you
P.S. I love you, too
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you

I have this song from my love and i know that he don't listen the lyrics and all but me i really love the lyrics of this song
JE T'AIME MON CHERI!!!

another night that seems to last forever and a weekend that promises also to be endless! how my life turn from a beautiful dream into a nightmare I do not know. Endless night without sleeping and days of nightmare and time that seems it have stop.i’m feeling like in a tunnel to whose end not matter how much I try I can not see it.i try to find myself but I fail in this attempt.i’m a totally different person someone that I don’t recognize and the patience something that I fully have now is completely missing
tonight is joining me and a terrible headache and all that I want is to sleep and never wake up but sleep seems impossible and I began to feel increasingly worse. I went to a walk at midnight on the Danube but that didn’t help. A fully silence is on the streets especially at the cliff, despite is Friday so the beginning of the weekend, seems like everyone is hiding from me or I’m the only one in this world .Everything around me seems strange perhaps because of my headache I do not know, yes the headache should be because sometimes I feel like floating and that my legs no longer touch the ground as in Peter Pan. how many crazy thing cross my mind in this moment everything revolves around me and in my mind I resonate so many phrases, words and the memories pass through my eyes in images as a movie is running .
this night it will end ? is the question that comes to my mind from time to time although I know it's a silly question, sure it will end soon dawn shall arise is the law of nature ... and this pain that dosen’t gives up and tears flooded down my face without can stop it is one of the saddest night of my life

Happy Easter!

Believe it or not one more year has gone by.For me the Easter fast period it's the most beautiful period of the year when miracles can happen but for the majority the Easter is just some free days and an opportunity for immorality.i do not know if i should feel sorry for them or to get angry however I think they are worthy of mercy because they don't feel immense joy like is feeling a person who goes to church and try to keep the fast.
Certainly not even us who go to church and even tried to do things in this period as it should not succeed to do all right but despite this the feeling that we have is inestimable.After 7 weeks of fast comes a week when we spend more time in church a week that makes us reflect very much on our lives and the Resurrection evening an evening of miracles and that feeling of peace and immense joy that no words can describe.

Many say that tradition are no longer hold because of the youth people but this week I had the unpleasant pleasure to see that are very older people who do not know what to do in a church and youth who come and have more piety than older ones. Youth people may not be, is true in a large number but there are a few who believe and are afraid of God and this gives hope and the miracle for which I will pray tonight is not for me personally but with each day more and more young people prefer to go to church than in a club,to help someone instead of harming,to pray and be more aware of their actions.Happy Easter to all and may this holiday to bring peace and joy to everyone and make us betters persons